I always let thing get to me I think about it over and over and over and become very angry with myself I get so angry I keep replaying what had been said to me I get frustrated with hate I can help it but cry of anger how I can let people get to me and why I'm not great at anything how I'm just so stupid the way I do thing and why I did it that way... Why? I hate myself why do I hide it why can't I speak I want to punch something sometime when I'm driving I just feel like crashing and going away I'm not needed... But then it goes away only to come back again I'm always stressing out I always have the lump in my throat I want to be left alone sometime. I hate it

Things are always going to get to people honey... its life. Things are going to get to us. Don't take it so hard. And you should speak your mind. It will get that anger out. Dobt hate yourself because everyone had a purpose whether they se it now or in years to come. You won't get answers right away because life isn't that easy. Keep your head up honey. You're here on earth for a reason. And you'll see it one day. But until then, push through it and live life to the fullest and don't look back!