I love him a lot.. a lot means a lot.
I tried every possible thing to make hym understnd that I really llove hym. But he dusnt trust me.
He told me not to talk to certain guys... I did. I stopped talking to them. He told me nt to go on Parties and get togethrs idid that also.
But he dusnt seem to realise all this!
I wantd one thing frm him that he dusnt drink. But he does... its his b-day on 18th jan.. I wantd him nt to drink but he says that he wantd to celebrate it in his own way.. I have done evrything that is possible to make him realise what he means to me.. but it dusnt seem to pay off. When he does this to me.. I just seem to b broken. I cry n cry n cry!
He still thinks that I am at fault. What should I do? I really need a good advise!

I think you need to move on. It's not fair for him to ask you not to do things, and even more not fair that he won't show you the same courtesy. This sounds like a toxic relationship and you need to move on.

I really love him.. I cnt do this!
I thot of spending my life with him :(

He sounds very controlling, critical and toxic. Before you get hurt more than you are, it's time to move on and find a healthy relationship.