My ex girlfriend , we meet in college we were young and we loved each other we were together on and off for 13 years I wanted to make her happy and be the man for her I worked in the entertainmen t industry and that job kept me out late and lots of travel we started to spend less time with each other and finally this broke us up this women I knew was the one for me and I always knew I would spend the rest of my life with her she changed all her information and her friends didn't want to help me get in contact with her I tried to get her off my mind I tried to date but I always thought about her I was in a 2 year relationship but ended it cause I didn't see myself with her I once again tried to reach out to my ex girlfriend but this time I chanted for her and prayed every night I knew that if I was going see her I had to do it on my own I saw her one night out I gave her my card we were both surprise to see each other and when I saw her my heart stop she waited 3 years before she emailed me I was so happy but she was married and 8 months pregnant she told me it was hard for her and she met someone that cared for her but she never stop loving me I ask her why but why didn't you email me when I gave yopu my card at that time she wasn't married and no baby was coming I told her she did this out of emotion she asks me why iwasnt married with kids I told her I could never marry that she was the only women I could b e with for the rest of my life we saw each other 2 times before she had the baby we email each other every morning and night and we tell each other about our day its hard for me cause I want to be with her and she wants to be with me I feel in life we do things out of emotion not knowing what's going to happen I strongly feel in my heart that she wants to be with me I told her I would tske care of her and the baby I just don't understand how could you be married and tell me you dream about me she didn't reach out cause her friends stood in the way they old her to move on I justneed some guidance with this