HopelesRomantic
Nov 30, 2011, 06:11 PM
Greetings everyone. I'll try to explain as best I can.
Almost 2 years ago, I had asked out a very close friend of mine. She was (still is in fact) everything I look for in a girl. Not perfect, but perfect for me. We were deeply in love, but it was a long distance relationship and she had (possibly still has) a case of Bipolar, which I helped with as best I could throughout our relationship.
In the late summer of this year, we were getting rather rocky. We've never fought at all, just some 'personal space' needs on her part, which she regretted afterwards. A week or so after that, our relationship was just as good as it had always been, if not better.
The last time I saw her was the Sunday before she broke up with me, in which she told me to always remember she loved me. On Wednesday, Sept. 28th, 2011 (it's literally embedded in my memory), she called me at about 6:30 at night. She sounded very down, to say the least and I asked why. She said it as nothing, but I 'pestered' (not in an annoying way, more like 'I care about you and I want to know what's wrong') and she said she was breaking up with me for one devilishly simple reason: she no longer loved me. I was and still am heartbroken over it.
We continued to talk for a week after that day, in which she said she still wanted to be friends, she's sorry, she never meant for this, etc. Then we decided it was best if I were to stop all contact with her.
It's been over 2 months and my emotions are in no way better, if not worse. I love her dearly, to the very point I believe it's unhealthy. But I honestly don't care; I love her, and I want her back terribly. She said we would never be together again, but she also said she would always love me. The pain I've been feeling is unlike anything I've experienced.
I know I'm depressed and that I need to do something, but I have no idea what. I need help. If anyone can offer it, please tell me so this burden leaves my shoulders.
With high hopes,
Mike
Almost 2 years ago, I had asked out a very close friend of mine. She was (still is in fact) everything I look for in a girl. Not perfect, but perfect for me. We were deeply in love, but it was a long distance relationship and she had (possibly still has) a case of Bipolar, which I helped with as best I could throughout our relationship.
In the late summer of this year, we were getting rather rocky. We've never fought at all, just some 'personal space' needs on her part, which she regretted afterwards. A week or so after that, our relationship was just as good as it had always been, if not better.
The last time I saw her was the Sunday before she broke up with me, in which she told me to always remember she loved me. On Wednesday, Sept. 28th, 2011 (it's literally embedded in my memory), she called me at about 6:30 at night. She sounded very down, to say the least and I asked why. She said it as nothing, but I 'pestered' (not in an annoying way, more like 'I care about you and I want to know what's wrong') and she said she was breaking up with me for one devilishly simple reason: she no longer loved me. I was and still am heartbroken over it.
We continued to talk for a week after that day, in which she said she still wanted to be friends, she's sorry, she never meant for this, etc. Then we decided it was best if I were to stop all contact with her.
It's been over 2 months and my emotions are in no way better, if not worse. I love her dearly, to the very point I believe it's unhealthy. But I honestly don't care; I love her, and I want her back terribly. She said we would never be together again, but she also said she would always love me. The pain I've been feeling is unlike anything I've experienced.
I know I'm depressed and that I need to do something, but I have no idea what. I need help. If anyone can offer it, please tell me so this burden leaves my shoulders.
With high hopes,
Mike