Hi I have had this happen to me twice so far and so scared it will happen again I am 19 an have always beilved in god but my family never brought me up that way and went to church but I have never had a good life and have always have struggled but was not living the christian life.

My first experince happened about a year after me and some friends did the weegie board which I regret and was only 14 and curious never thought it was real this girl asked me and my firend if we wanted to do it(we were at this camp in a nuns cabin) but my friends mom died so she wanted to talk to her but we encoutered a evil spirt which stated it was evil. We only wanted to speak to my friends mom because she never felt at peace with her death.

A lot of things happened that night that we couldn't explan and no one would beileve me but I think you are suppose to close somehthing when your done but the girl didn't... but anyway about a year later I was sleeping and suddenly awoken and felt like something was their in my room and got up a listined and her my mom down stairs talking and walking around so I know I was awake I was sitting up for a minute then grabbed by bible and put it under my pillow and had my cross above my bed then got in my covers

Then I juss felt my body juss freeze I felt like something was trying to take me out my body I couldn't speak I was trying to yell but it was like I lost my voice I tried to grab my bible I felt my body just lock and I started to call out to god in my mind to help me and it let go I jumped up just wondering if I was dreaming scared out of my mind I didn't know what to do so I lied back down thinking okay I must have been dreaming but I know I was awake I held my bible then it happened again just like something was trying to get inside of me

I just called out to god and it let go I have never experince anything like this before and knew it was a sprit or a demon it felt like something was trying to come in side me and I was trying to fight it it only lasted a couple seconds I ran downstairs crying my mom through I was crazy but I knew what happened

About a year and a half later I was up late couldn't really sleep was cleaning and sitting up reading my bible and I felt a presence in my room felt uneasy I was sitting up in my bed fully awake reading my bible then I thought I herd someone vaccuming because I herd some ringing or something can't really explain so I yelled out to see if anyone was in the hall way then I just sat back down and it happened again but I herd ringing or something in my ears it felt like it was in side me I felt like it was trying to pull me out or my body

I still couldnnt move but was trying to move my head and had my bible on my lap I tried to scream but it was like I lost my voice a then it let me go I still lied their thinking what to do then it happened again I just called out and prayed for god to help me please god help me don't let this demon get me and it let go the next morning again it only lasted like 30 secs max each time so the next morning I got sage and prayed

Its been almot to years it hasn't happened again but I'm scared and want to know what it is and what does it want and if it has something to do with the weeggie board that I did years ago and how to stop it I know its not a dream and have bad dreams all the time and they arnt that and I don't have seizers or any medical problems I am healthy have had nothing like this happen to me before the weegie board experience

The girl that introduced me and my friend to the weegie board that night told us that the spirit that did talk to us that night follows her and has come to her but she has done that multipul times and made it herself and said some chants when doing it I have never done it before or since and regret even being their

Please has someone has had the same experince or know what it going on and what this is this is not a joke and looking for some helpi don't know if I should go to a priest or not

First of all, I want to say that I am always proud when a person, though they were not raised such, can come to a point where they want to know God and make some of those steps closer towards Him. It is not an easy thing to do.

Yes, to me, it sounds very much like what you kids did several years ago gave that spirit legal rights to yourselves. Just as we have physical laws that we abide by here on earth... spirits have spiritual laws that they abide by... and dealing in the occult is the biggest legal right you can give a spirit.

Your situation is not uncommon and it certainly is not beyond help! You have a belief in God and want to live according to His will for you I'm sure... but there are several places where you are tied down from the occult and superstition.

In this type of situation you are going to need to rely fully and uncompromised in Jesus Christ. What you did when it was trying to get in you was calling out to God for help... that was enough to keep it away, but it knows it still has a right to you. Burning the sage has nothing to do with Christianity and God will have nothing to do with it either. You're either going to rely on Him or you're not. Burning sage is not trusting God... it is putting your hopes in spiritism and that kind of mentality needs to stop.

The ouija board is not a toy or a game... it is used solely to contact spirits and I'm glad you learned your lesson. But it seems to be that what you did has still not been properly dealt with. The tie to what you did with it is still unbroken.

You say you are 19 now? Are you able now to go to church when you want to?

Yes I am... I have had a bad experience with going to church when I was younger and don't really trust people or feel quit comfortable going yet but I have some family I go to for guidance that are christin... but I think I need to find a church I feel cofortable going to and learn to trust people and get out of my confort zone and just trust in god

And thank you so much for your help... I really appreciate it

Finding a church can seen like an overwhelming task... but trust me, there is one out there for you. I'm not much into denominationalism... but one thing it can offer is many different environments to grow in. Find what you are comfortable with... but don't be afraid to step outside of that comfort zone. That is where most of your spiritual growth is going to occur.

Don't let what happened in the past keep you from experiencing a relationship with God. If people hurt you, remember that God isn't "people".