IhateG.Osborne
Nov 1, 2011, 05:48 PM
I'm 14 years old and gay I'm not out although 2 of my close friends know. I am very nervous of telling my parents because I don't get on with my dad. I want to tell my friends but it's really hard to because I don't want everyone at school finding out, I feel that it is right to tell my parents first and also there is this annoying homophobic kid who hangs around near us. I kind of want a boyfriend to share experiences with but I don't know what to do about it. I am attracted to one of my close friends who is bi but Im scared that if it goes wrong it would ruin our friendship. I am quite shy and don't consider myself attractive so I don't know how to approach someone. Also I am worried about telling one of my best friends who is quite homophobic (although I don't hold this against him because he has had a hard life and his own father was bi and eloped to Malta leaving him and his mum to fend for themselves). I am new to the idea of accepting that I am gay and considering myself homosexual but have known in some ways since I was around 12.
As you can see I really need some helpful advice please help
As you can see I really need some helpful advice please help