rachelgirl4
Sep 28, 2011, 03:55 PM
Ok well sad to say I'm just friends with this guy I really love. He doesn't know how I really feel now, although he did before (when I was just crushing on him) and we ended up as just friends. I still really am interested in him, but it's just so sad. Like he never texts or call me like he used to. I never see him around, we don't talk anymore really. If I were to say something now, it would surely scare him off, get me hurt, make it awkward, etc. I could tell there was awkwardness after I did tell him, though he seemed friendlier and nicer around me. He grew out of it eventually and bounced back. Various things in my life have not been going good at all.
I'm not clingy, I'm not asking anyone to be there for me at this time (although I really do need someone at least) but I'm so happy when I'm around him, happier than usual. It was the first time in months since I saw him about a few weeks ago. He'll usually text me when we see each other, but if we don't at all, he never ever does. I truly genuinely like him, I love everything about him. I just feel so hurt, because I don't know what's going on. At least I could have him just a friend, but that's not-I don't want to be the odd one out, and feel like I'm not getting something, I should be. I feel hurt, and he can't just do this to me! He's blown me off... he doesn't care! It pisses me off.
It hurts me. I stopped even trying to talk to him anymore. I've sort of reached closure with it, but honestly this like the cherry atop of the sundae. It hurts so much, I don't want to effend him if I do confront him, or his ego, etc. Gosh, I feel like I'm in a real hard spot. Instead of doing it, I might just write about it. Anyone have any ideas? I'm trying to come to terms with this through writing. Realistically, I don't know if there's anything I can do.
I'm not clingy, I'm not asking anyone to be there for me at this time (although I really do need someone at least) but I'm so happy when I'm around him, happier than usual. It was the first time in months since I saw him about a few weeks ago. He'll usually text me when we see each other, but if we don't at all, he never ever does. I truly genuinely like him, I love everything about him. I just feel so hurt, because I don't know what's going on. At least I could have him just a friend, but that's not-I don't want to be the odd one out, and feel like I'm not getting something, I should be. I feel hurt, and he can't just do this to me! He's blown me off... he doesn't care! It pisses me off.
It hurts me. I stopped even trying to talk to him anymore. I've sort of reached closure with it, but honestly this like the cherry atop of the sundae. It hurts so much, I don't want to effend him if I do confront him, or his ego, etc. Gosh, I feel like I'm in a real hard spot. Instead of doing it, I might just write about it. Anyone have any ideas? I'm trying to come to terms with this through writing. Realistically, I don't know if there's anything I can do.