. So as you read the subject above I've been with my boyfriend for 11months and our annonersary is coming this month on the 22 but I don't know if were going to make it. Him and I were 3 months into the relationship and all of a sudden he started acting weird, he told me he wanted to break up so we did but we were still acting like we were together 2 weeks later he had a new girlfriend I was still in the pic but he told her everything he use to tell me about getting married and having kids him and that girl were not going out that long and that's what he told her. He had told me the reason why we broke up was because I was going to an alternative school and I was going to be with nothing but guys. Well the whole reason why I got sent there was cause their were these 2 hoes at school saying all this **** about how they flirted around with him and he did the same in return I bullied them 2 hoes at diff times during the school yr he told me nothing was going on when there was and he admitted to it. I made myself look stupid well it's 9 months later and I'm very hurt still and no matter what I do or he does I accuse him and he gets upset and mad about it and tells me that was in the past and to stop bringing it up. I love him to death and I can't stand being this way or being without him I want us to work but this whole thing is just fuccing things up and making me be physco. Now he's wanting to go party with friends he barely wants to talk to me cause I get so mad at him wanting to be doing his own thing and at the party there's nothing but skanky *** hoes there ughhh I'm just scared he'll hurt me again that's why I accuse him so much and have no trust for him. And he says in the past he didn't think we would last this long that's why he cheated on me. All I want from him is to show me he's loyal to me and to at least give me attention and want to talk to me we use to talk for hours on the phone but all that changed and that's what I want maybe if he did that I wouldn't be up his *** all the time. PLEASE HELP ME);

I'm just scared he'll hurt me again that's why I accuse him so much and have no trust for him.

You should not be in a relationship with someone that you do not trust. Period.

There's no other way to spin this. You don't trust him. You shouldn't be with him.

You started the post saying that you've been together for almost a year, but then you say he broke up with you. If he broke up with you, you're not together. He obviously wants to play the field, you don't. It's time to find someone with the same morals, values, and goals as you.