shahu
Aug 9, 2011, 01:32 AM
Its been 7 months since I broke up with my ex boyfriend and after I got a relationship with this guy who was a good friend of mine, we never met after we got in a relationship, am doing my diploma and am going to be 19 this year, but am not concentrating on my studies, me and my ex boyfriend we used to have daily sex and I think that was the only thing which held us together, for he was very abusive and high tempered, now all I think about is having sex, it eats my mind sometimes that I screw myself, I couldn't control it that I had sex with another guy who really loves me, and now I want to break up with my boyfriend who is in abroad in a job, and every time he beg me not to for he loves me a lot,
I have tried to stop thinking about sex and concentrate on my studies and I even don't want to betray my boyfriend but every time I want sex I do something stupid like having sex with another guy or doing it myself,
I really need help, I think I am ruining my life here not concentrating on my studies and leaving my boyfriend
I have tried to stop thinking about sex and concentrate on my studies and I even don't want to betray my boyfriend but every time I want sex I do something stupid like having sex with another guy or doing it myself,
I really need help, I think I am ruining my life here not concentrating on my studies and leaving my boyfriend