I think I am having a nervous breakdown...
I am not sure what one feels like, but something is really wrong.

I can't eat, I can't think, I can't concentrate, I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want anyone around me.


I feel like I just can't take this anymore. Not suicidal, just soooo want to run away, just start driving, and never come back, I feel like nothing matters. Especially me.


I was crying a lot over the past few months over a prolonged breakup, everything that could go wrong for me just about has and I just feel so empty. I just feel so useless. Not even that, I really just don't feel anything at all.


Just empty, void, listless, invisible, don't care about anything. I just want everyone to shut up, except no one is talking.




I am not a depressive person. I just feel like the whole world is closing in on me. Which makes no since because I feel alone.


I've just had it. I have had it with it all. I just want to curl up in the corner of the shower and sit there, this by the way doesn't work, I tried it.

I went through a point in time where I was the same way. I gave my ex everything I had, Literally just cried... hard.. day after day. Lost so much weight.. Eventually the only thing that helped me move on was to work really hard on myself. I got a new haircut, worked out, found music that was not depressing and sad, joined a yoga class, looked EXCEPTIONALLY hot whenever I went out (and made sure there were pictures to document it) and NEVER posted anything sad or depressing on Facebook. I did not contact him. Even though I was still dying inside, I painted a smile on my face, and eventually I started to believe that I could do better, and I did. You will thank god (or whatever higher power you believe in) that you did not end up marrying that person, because someone far better for you is just around the corner..
Keep your chin up, it can only rain for so long.