"Oh god, another one of these stories?"
Yea' yea I get it but I ask because I don't have anywhere
Else to turn to.

Soooo there's this boy I met a couple years ago (by the way we're both 16) at first I didn't have any feelings for him, I thought he was the ugliest thing I have ever did see but as time went by so did puberty he became very handsome. I came out to him in not the most pleasant way but he didn't care. He knows I like guys but the weird thing is that he doesn't know that I already fell for him. We always get to hangout and well I mess around with him on purpose to get to feel him up we'll "wrestle" and get kind of touchy and he'll mess with me too holding me down making kissy faces. And well we're really good friends and there's no other way to say it but I'm in love with him. The way he shows his care his humor and other things, I keep telling myself "dont even bother hes straight he'll never want to do anything like that with you" I do get very jealous when he talks to other girls but I don't show it and well I know this is long and probably pointless but I just want to know... am I right? Is there no hope..

I know I didn't give a lot of information but please ask because I would like other peoples advice on this, thanks.

I think you talk, as the lines of friendship have been blurred, so find out if you both are just friends, or just crushing because of the touchy feely stuff.