To Him:

Okay so, what I sent you earlier wasn't all of it.
I think it's best I might as well get it all out other than keep it in.
Like I told you, I saw this coming.
I knew that you and Jo were meant to be.
I felt like I was in the way.
I was right.
I'm happy for you two.
You guys will be amazing parents, I know it.

Anyway, ever since we first broke up I've been crying myself to bed.. I still do.
I acted like I was happy and all but it was weird to me.
I felt like you were being distant.
I felt like you truly didn't want us to happen.
I don't know, that's just how I felt.

And whenever you told me girls forced themselves on you, my heart broke every time.
I know I told you it's okay and I found it funny, but I lied.
I brushed it under the rug, and acted like it never happened.
But when you left, I would ball my eyes out.

I always had a feeling I wasn't the "one" for you.
You said it and all, but I had a feeling you didn't mean it.
I would never be Mrs. Ray Castillo, I always knew that it would've been Jo.

Whenever you had something to tell me, I automatically know it has to do with her.
I don't know why, I just did. Lol
That's why I was crying before you even told me about this.

Yeah, people say I'm too nice and I gave you too many chances.
They're right, I did.
Some girl told me that you were being selfish.
I don't know what she meant.
She said that I should stop apologizing for the things you did wrong.

But honestly, I feel like everything happened because we're far apart.
If we lived closer, maybe none of this would've happened.
Sooo, I blamed myself for it.

In the back of my mind, I kind of wished we never dated.
I know I love you and all but, we both would be happy.
I know you are now.. but I'm not.

But don't worry about me...
Wait, you never did.
I'll be fine without you.

I hope we can still be friends?
That's up to you, pretty much.

I AM DONE TRYING.

Like I said, I never waited for a guy as much as I waited for you.
That makes me look dumb.
Especially, since you've been doing all this stuff.
And here I am loving you.

To be honest a part of me HATES you.
A part of me is done trying.
I lost hope in us.
All you did was hurt me, and you didn't even know it.
That part of me is fed up with all you crap.
I just can't take it anymore.
I've held this in for months now, I think it's best I tell you now than forever hold my peace.

I wanted to hurt you as much as you hurt me.
But I'm mature enough to just walk away from this.
I know that I can never be spiteful.
It's whatever, I guess I am too nice?

I had a feeling you never did love me.
I was right once again.
I was a fool.
I fell in love with you, but you were in love with someone else. </3
People were right, you didn't deserve me.

Yeah, I'm wasting my time writing this to you, but idc.
I need to get this off my chest.
I think you need to know what I'm feeling as of now.

And again, I hope this isn't goodbye.

You're amazing person believe it or not.
We just weren't meant to be.
A part of me will ALWAYS always always love you.
But as of now, I'm not in love with you anymore.

I'm done.
I wish we can rewind and fix things, but we can't
It's time to move on.

Well yeah bye, I'm too lazy to type the rest.
You probably don't care anyway.
You probably never did care about me. </3

From Linda, the stupid girl. :[

If you've already sent it then its done, and there's nothing you can do to rewind it. It sounds like you've had a rough time, it's always tough finding a person you feel is "the one" but at the same time realising you're probably not "the one" for them.

Personally, I don't believe in soulmates. I don't believe there is only one person that is perfect out there for you. There are many people who you find attractive, get along with, have things in common, have fun, and eventually can fall in love with. Relationships are difficult, and sometimes they need really hard work to get through the bad times, but if you've found someone who makes you happy and you make them happy, then its worth sticking at.

Seems like this one didn't work out, so the best thing to do is try move on. I know that's much harder to say than do, and I'm obviously not in your situation, but I've been in situations similar and even though it seems like there's not light at the end of the tunnel, I promise that one day, you'll just end up feeling a little bit better than you did the day before, and you must embrace that feeling.

He's made his choice, and like it or not, you won't be able to change his decision. So stay strong, and don't try contact him again, it will only make you dwell on the whole issue for longer. I promise, things will get better. Just try having some fun, take your mind off it with going out with mates etc. Eventually, you'll get over this, and you'll look back at this and you won't even feel upset anymore, I promise.