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Elaytha
Jun 16, 2011, 06:45 PM
My boyfriend died 3 weeks ago of an overdose. We went to sleep in eachothers arms and I woke up still in his arms. I realized when he wouldn't wake up and I felt nothing with my head on his chest that he was not breathing. I tried CPR, I tried everything I could think of while I waited for the ambulence to come. When they came they told me they found pills in his pocket and that he had been gone for a few hours. I knew he had his issues we lived together for 4 years and he always had the issue, I sent him to rehab so many times and he was leaving again the next day. I know his mom gave him those pills she was always his enabler, and I despise her for it, especially because she gets everything of his that was mine or ours because I'm not his wife. I'm angry, I cry randomly, I have not been able to sleep without waking up from dreaming of him, I have thrown myself into my work, and I cannot stop having dreams. I do not know what to do, can anyone give me a suggestion?

BK201
Jun 16, 2011, 09:40 PM
Sorry for your loss. Please consult a professional without any delays. It will really help you.

amicon
Jun 16, 2011, 11:26 PM
You need bereavement counseling,make an appointment asap.

I'm very sorry for your loss-please get the help you need.

Fr_Chuck
Jun 17, 2011, 03:59 AM
Many areas have loss and grief support groups that meet. A professional to help you deal with your loss.

And if you have things that was "yours" an attorney to help you retain your property.

Charmaine15
Sep 5, 2011, 01:10 AM
My boyfriend died of an accidental overdose the day before you posted this. I woke up in his arms as well. If you want to talk privately it would help me a lot. We both lost our loves so close together in such similar ways. Let me know! Thanks

Charmaine