I'm a 19 yr old,I just feel nothibg ever goes right in my life these days.neither my exams nor my life .I am usually blamed for everything.I used to be a very bright student and when I was in school itself I was tortured very badly by a teacher I lost interest in studies I managed to pass always because my parents said that will feel insulkted in the society if I don't pass then later on always I was depressed because however nice I am to people they just used me and got me into trouble now also I'm suffering from the same problem and everybody thinks its my fault and so does my parents at this minute I don't feel like living at all because no one trusts me and everyone hates me.I have thought of suiciding but thought I should not be a coward but this time my life has reached to the limit and I am not able to bear the torture.please advice

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