So my mom is not letting me see this guy because he's 19 and I'm 17, she honestly doesn't even want to give him a chance, I love him and he's is so amazing, I've literally been crying non stop... this is the hardest thing I've had to do. I have to let go of him until I'm 18, that's a long ways away. And the more we talk the more it hurts... are there any songs that would kind of fit my situation?

Beach Boys: "Wouldn't It Be Nice"

Mothers know best, trust their instinct.
When you're under 18, listen to your mom/dad. Or make promise that you practice abstinence while dating.
Keep in mind that there are millions of 19-20 year old guys around you.

Wth does it matter what your mum says? If u want to... go out with him... tell her your just going out with your friends or something...