ATmyPC
Dec 24, 2010, 11:11 AM
It was the week before my birthday and I entered my parent's room to get something and I guess my mom was in a bad mood or something (which she always is in) she looked at me in a bad way like I was vermin or something so I asked her what did I do wrong (my voice is unnaturally high and I have a loud voice) and she just snapped at me and yelled at me about how I should never talk to her in that way so I ran back to my room and my father was also in the room but he did nothing.
The next day me and my dad were having breakfast and he came to talk to me about apologizing to my mom and cutting her some slack because she was tired. He does this every time me and my mom fight. It's always my mom who's the victim here and never me. I just ate silently and listened to him but I think he thought I wasn't listening so he threw his pizza at me and told me that I was a spoiled brat and that my personality sucked. I tried to talk to my mom after that, I tried to open up to her but instead she shot me down and called me disrespectful.
The day before my birthday I was the one that apologized because I wanted to be happy on my birthday but they never said sorry to me. I got nothing out of them...
I confess that I have slit my wrists because of depression and none of my friends know. I know that I really need help but I just can't bring myself to tell anyone. What should I do?
The next day me and my dad were having breakfast and he came to talk to me about apologizing to my mom and cutting her some slack because she was tired. He does this every time me and my mom fight. It's always my mom who's the victim here and never me. I just ate silently and listened to him but I think he thought I wasn't listening so he threw his pizza at me and told me that I was a spoiled brat and that my personality sucked. I tried to talk to my mom after that, I tried to open up to her but instead she shot me down and called me disrespectful.
The day before my birthday I was the one that apologized because I wanted to be happy on my birthday but they never said sorry to me. I got nothing out of them...
I confess that I have slit my wrists because of depression and none of my friends know. I know that I really need help but I just can't bring myself to tell anyone. What should I do?