I neeeeedd heeeelp
In late 2005 (5) years ago I received a love note from the hottest girl in my school, I was 13 she apparently had a crush on me and wanted me as her boyfriend of course I accepted, (AND THATS WHEN I HAD MY FIRST LOVE) we loved each other so much.
After a very nice 7 months of peace and love, we planned to go for a swim ME HER and my BEST FRIEND and that's the (first time she meets him) , we spent some time had some fun I started to realize that she's ignoring me in the pool and around.
She didn't dump me she didn't say any thing! 2 3 days passed SHE JUST Stopped CALLING and TEXTING.. and then recognized that she doesn't want a contact with me she doesn't like me any more, I got so depressed, she left me while I STILL LOVE HER, I called I texted asking why she's leaving me but she never answered.
She started to reply after a week of calling and texting , (summer 2006)
[[saying that she wants me to forget her]]( without an explanation, AND I HAD NOOO IDEA why she's doing this...
I stopped contacting her while I'm being tortured.
I didn't see or contact her for a long time,
(late 2006) I knew that my best friend and her hooked up and that's why she left me.
(then I had a fight with him)
Some how I heard that she moved to another city in SUMMER of 2007.
I e-mailed saying hi and how's her new life AND SHE REPLIED in proper nice way WE STARTED TALKING AGAIN she started to apologize allot and allot, I accepted her apologies cause I still had feelings for her.
Some how my family and I had to move to the city where she lives! We had occasional chats and phone calls ,
(((hint::she was never out of my mind))
She knew that we moved, we planned to c each other after a very long time ((((DECEMBER 2008))) I saw her for one hour only as a friend I miss, we stayed in touch occasional contact etc..
And now I'm 18 she's 17 the next time I've seen her was in((NOVEMBER 19 2010)) 3 days back, she came over and slept here I couldn't believe it cause she surprised me, we remembered old times she showed me love we made out (took a couple of pics) we slept beside each other holding hands (NO SEX).. it was the first wonderful night for me in a long time
OK here's the thing she has a boy friend and they are together for the last 2 years <<>> she told me this, that's when I lost hope cause I thought that she's single and we have another chance,she leaves the next day, and that's when I get sad and depressed again...
I sent her a couple of messages saying
>>> I can't stop looking at our pics :,( <<< 2 days passed already and we have no contact
WHAAAATTT CANNNN III DOOOO?? I LOVE HERR

Ok, first of all, I'll skip the part where you say "the hottest girl in school" - because she must be 12 back then...

Dude, she dumped you, dated your best friend, moved to another city and has a boyfriend. It doesn't matter if she made out with you and cheated on her boyfriend, she is with someone else so you should back off.

You're only 18, there are plenty of girls out there, don't you think it's time to stop hanging onto a story from when you -literally- were a kid and find someone who doesn't have a boyfriend?

She was a young teen when all of this happened, now she is 17 and has a boyfriend.
You need to get over this. Leave her alone.
Meet some other girls who are as interested in you as you are in them.

MOVE ON... when she was 12 she left you a message and you both started going around than she dumped you for your best friend and moved out of city and she meets you and now she kind of cheated on her current boyfriend this is what the situation is exactly... why you want to be with a girl like her who can just leave you any time you are just 18 there are plenty of other girls there move on from her and find some one who can be loyal to you... dont hurt yourself let her go and MOVE ON

Time to let go of the childhood fantasy, and boyhood dreams. You have held on to them long enough. Think she will tell her boyfriend of 2 years she looked up an old ex, and made out with him? I doubt it! Hmmm, she didn't tell you about dumping you for your friend either, so I guess some people never change.

Let go, like you should have when she first dumped you years, and years ago!

My school was until grade9 only

In late 2005 (5) years ago I received a love note from the hottest girl in my school, I was 13 she apparently had a crush on me and wanted me as her boyfriend of course I accepted, (AND That's WHEN I HAD MY FIRST LOVE) we loved each other so much.
After a very nice 7 months of peace and love, we planned to go for a swim ME HER and my BEST FRIEND and that's the (first time she meets him) , we spent some time had some fun I started to realize that she's ignoring me in the pool and around.
She didn't dump me she didn't say any thing! 2 3 days passed SHE JUST Stopped CALLING and TEXTING.. and then recognized that she doesn't want a contact with me she doesn't like me any more, I got so depressed, she left me while I STILL LOVE HER, I called I texted asking why she's leaving me but she never answered.
She started to reply after a week of calling and texting , (summer 2006)
[[saying that she wants me to forget her]]( without an explanation, AND I HAD NOOO IDEA why she's doing this...
I stopped contacting her while I'm being tortured.
I didn't see or contact her for a long time,
(late 2006) I knew that my best friend and her hooked up and that's why she left me.
(then I had a fight with him)
Some how I heard that she moved to another city in SUMMER of 2007.
I e-mailed saying hi and how's her new life AND SHE REPLIED in proper nice way WE STARTED TALKING AGAIN she started to apologize allot and allot, I accepted her apologies cause I still had feelings for her.
Some how my family and I had to move to the city where she lives! We had occasional chats and phone calls ,
(((hint::she was never out of my mind))
She knew that we moved, we planned to c each other after a very long time ((((DECEMBER 2008))) I saw her for one hour only as a friend I miss, we stayed in touch occasional contact etc..
And now I'm 18 she's 17 the next time I've seen her was in((NOVEMBER 19 2010)), she came over and slept here I couldn't believe it cause she surprised me, we remembered old times she showed me love we made out (took a couple of pics) we slept beside each other holding hands (NO SEX).. it was the first wonderful night for me in a long time
OK here's the thing she has a boy friend and they r together for the last 2 years <<>> she told me this, that's when I lost hope cause I thought that she's single and we have another chance,she leaves the next day, and that's when I get sad and depressed again... I called her after a month to check how she's doing she was talking to me so kindly and sweet it was a 5 minute call,, then for like a month or so there was no contact until I called her when I was drunk asking to c her , she said OK and I actually went and saw her took her for dinner and enjoyed our time ,she seemed to be happy and glad , OK Here's THE PART I drop her home and we flash kiss and then she tells me its over with her BOYFRIEND!
I send her a message saying U MAKE ME LOVE THIS LIFE but she replies in a really dry way saying that she a magician I replied saying HOPE THIS MAGIC LASTS, and then she was like WELL IF U WANT IT TO U GOT TO TRY!!
I got pissed and I ditched but told her good night later at night..
Next day I reply the last text she sent saying that BABY ID TRY FOR SOMEONE LIKE U..
And she didn't reply I all-most died this day :(...
I sent her a love song WITH NO DAMN REPLY
That's when I had to accept the fact of me getting tortured by her and wanting to forget her.
1 month passed...
Another month passes.. AND SHE CALLS !
I answered her call saying WHAT MADE U Want to CALL ME ! Not too much attention
And NOW SHE KEEPS ON CALLING W D F CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANN I DOOOOOOO!?
I still have feelings for her but she hurted me so bad!
AND SHES STILL WITH HER BF
HIINNTTT: she never ever compliments me in a any way she doesnt even say i miss u , while I DO...

You still messing with the girl after all this time. My gosh man stop talking to her. Or tell her to get lost!

Man up and stop being a wuss!! And stop copy and pasting new questions, because nothing has changed because you have done nothing to change things.

Tell you >deleted expletive< and don't say a wuss! I didn't mention every thing that happened I can write pages about her!
++++++ YOU her and this SITE can suk my mojo

You still messing with the girl after all this time. My gosh man stop talking to her. Or tell her to get lost!

Man up and stop being a wuss!!! And stop copy and pasting new questions, because nothing has changed because you have done nothing to change things.

I agree 100%.

@ the OP-your language shows your level of maturity...