I am a 26 year old young lady .I have been on meth for about 6 years every day . I have tried quiting any and in every way possible. My addiction is no secret to those who choose to be around me. I do feel as if the drug is holding me back . I can't love my kids the way I want and I have no time for any thing and yet I do nothing... I have been very luck to have some great people in my life that helped me survive . I don't work don't pay bills. And don't sell my *** for drugs . My looks have got me pretty far . I know they won't last for ever if I keep using . My teeth are going bad my skin is turning yellow . All my life I always been sad even as a kid meth has took all that pain away. I lost my mom and older brother to meth both very young when they died. I know all there is to know about how harmfull this **** is and yet I can't quit I'm scared... Im waiting for a miricale that's not even realality... What is this life for

I'm an addict in recovery, so I know the draw of the drug. My demon was painkillers, but the same process that I followed will help you too. Get into a clinic that can detox you, now. Stay in long term treatment, and rehab, for at least 4 weeks, And then follow up with a 12 step program like Narcotics Anonymous.

Alcoholics and addicts alike have, and do, on a daily basis, straighten out their life by doing what it takes to get the help that you so desperately want and need.

Help is just a phone call away. Get those friends to help you.

I did it, and I have my life back. 20 months clean and sober.

Free yourself from the pain, the shame, the disgust that you have when you look in the mirror. Yes, it is as bad as you think.

Meth is nasty. You're killing yourself slowly.

God bless you. Please keep coming back here for help.

You have to somehow cut yourself off from the access to the drug. Then replace it with something else. I drank Monsters all day! Give your money to someone else, someone you can trust. Tell them what you are trying to do. FIGHT IT!! It is a battle! You can win. I did. Talk about it. Fight this! Keep coming back. One day at a time.