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Oct 29, 2010, 02:39 AM
Hi
I often remember things that my friends don't. What I recall can range anywhere from now into the past 13 or so years; I'm 17 and nine months old.
I was taking a shower in a small government housing unit where I currently live and then suddenly remembered vividly detailed vision like memories of myself in school and in specific spots in the city. The specific events that happened in these memories have never happened; so I have been told when I asked my closest friend whether they did or did not occur.
So my memories of the pass few months are what suddenly came to me in the shower. The scary thing is that I truly believe that these memories were always there and that the events did in fact happened. I have no other recollection of the past few months other than this one.
I need help with comprehending what has happened to me on the 28th of October 2010 at around 11 pm Australian Eastern Standard Time. I live in Australia, South Australia, closest city Adelaide, town of Prospect only about 2 - 4 km away from the center of Adelaide.
On the 26th of October 2010 I caught a train to the city to drop off a personal letter to someone. I traveled a specific route one that I had never taken before and then went back home the way I came. A peculiar thing is that that day I traveled on a tram that was heading in the opposite direction intended for the tracks for a short section due to a large group of protesters who happened to be blocking the tracks that the tram would other wise be traveling on. The tram switched back to the right tracks just a couple of metres before going under a bridge around 6 m above.
Is this real, do I have amnesia, did I traverse parallel universes, did memories of the other me flow into me. What is going on?
I am perfectly sane with no history of mental illness apart from depression and one count of attempted self harm. I'm very stress hardy and rational. I'm not bragging, I'm just saying this so that you can get an idea of what type of kid I am. Please don't take it the wrong way I give the up most effort to be a good humble, respectful and kind human being.
I once developed my own original algorithm of sixteen lines or less for the worlds most difficult logical puzzle in 5 hours and something minutes. I did it cause the teacher was just being who she was and not for **** measuring. It included a master list of all possible orders in which the three gods can be arranged and looks something like this:
God A God B God C
Questioned asked Question asked Question asked
Their reply Their reply Their reply
T F R
R T F
F R T
T R F
F T R
R F T
The rest is in the algorithm itself which includes crossing out the lines of master list showing the answer.
The fact that I'm sharing this means that I'm willing to not take credit and want to show that my thinking is in order and is at least, until proven, on the sane side of the scale.
I'm self taught for quite a lot of things in my life including school and home duties and recreation and yet don't mind learning from others and taking in every bit of info I can. In other words I don't have my head up my own arse. I am a child of adversity and have lived with domestic violence all my life and my dad left us only a few months ago leaving me my younger brother, my younger sister, my older brother and my barely capable parent mum. I really had to pull myself hard to get this far because getting a house up to scratch in a barely affordable prestige location solo with little help other than brief flybys of a generous real state agent who had a micro managing trait and gave many instructions; ones which I performed in the absence of my parents. The house was sold for what it was worth and guess who had both his hands on every object that had to be transported while his mum yapped her head off on the phone about stuff that didn't help in same 1.5 litre car that he used for transport. Amidst that I was studying the last year of high school and still am to date. The notorious final high school year exams are in a few days and are the ones that determine whether you get a fast track to University, make you repeat year 12 try another way. I don't want to go to University or do anything else for that matter and my dream is to become an Australian SASR soldier. Its going to be a long road but I have traveled so far already. I want your advice so that I can take the right actions in order to gain entry into the ADF and not be turned down cause I can't remember straight. I know I can.
Please I need help. Any advice will help vastly.
I often remember things that my friends don't. What I recall can range anywhere from now into the past 13 or so years; I'm 17 and nine months old.
I was taking a shower in a small government housing unit where I currently live and then suddenly remembered vividly detailed vision like memories of myself in school and in specific spots in the city. The specific events that happened in these memories have never happened; so I have been told when I asked my closest friend whether they did or did not occur.
So my memories of the pass few months are what suddenly came to me in the shower. The scary thing is that I truly believe that these memories were always there and that the events did in fact happened. I have no other recollection of the past few months other than this one.
I need help with comprehending what has happened to me on the 28th of October 2010 at around 11 pm Australian Eastern Standard Time. I live in Australia, South Australia, closest city Adelaide, town of Prospect only about 2 - 4 km away from the center of Adelaide.
On the 26th of October 2010 I caught a train to the city to drop off a personal letter to someone. I traveled a specific route one that I had never taken before and then went back home the way I came. A peculiar thing is that that day I traveled on a tram that was heading in the opposite direction intended for the tracks for a short section due to a large group of protesters who happened to be blocking the tracks that the tram would other wise be traveling on. The tram switched back to the right tracks just a couple of metres before going under a bridge around 6 m above.
Is this real, do I have amnesia, did I traverse parallel universes, did memories of the other me flow into me. What is going on?
I am perfectly sane with no history of mental illness apart from depression and one count of attempted self harm. I'm very stress hardy and rational. I'm not bragging, I'm just saying this so that you can get an idea of what type of kid I am. Please don't take it the wrong way I give the up most effort to be a good humble, respectful and kind human being.
I once developed my own original algorithm of sixteen lines or less for the worlds most difficult logical puzzle in 5 hours and something minutes. I did it cause the teacher was just being who she was and not for **** measuring. It included a master list of all possible orders in which the three gods can be arranged and looks something like this:
God A God B God C
Questioned asked Question asked Question asked
Their reply Their reply Their reply
T F R
R T F
F R T
T R F
F T R
R F T
The rest is in the algorithm itself which includes crossing out the lines of master list showing the answer.
The fact that I'm sharing this means that I'm willing to not take credit and want to show that my thinking is in order and is at least, until proven, on the sane side of the scale.
I'm self taught for quite a lot of things in my life including school and home duties and recreation and yet don't mind learning from others and taking in every bit of info I can. In other words I don't have my head up my own arse. I am a child of adversity and have lived with domestic violence all my life and my dad left us only a few months ago leaving me my younger brother, my younger sister, my older brother and my barely capable parent mum. I really had to pull myself hard to get this far because getting a house up to scratch in a barely affordable prestige location solo with little help other than brief flybys of a generous real state agent who had a micro managing trait and gave many instructions; ones which I performed in the absence of my parents. The house was sold for what it was worth and guess who had both his hands on every object that had to be transported while his mum yapped her head off on the phone about stuff that didn't help in same 1.5 litre car that he used for transport. Amidst that I was studying the last year of high school and still am to date. The notorious final high school year exams are in a few days and are the ones that determine whether you get a fast track to University, make you repeat year 12 try another way. I don't want to go to University or do anything else for that matter and my dream is to become an Australian SASR soldier. Its going to be a long road but I have traveled so far already. I want your advice so that I can take the right actions in order to gain entry into the ADF and not be turned down cause I can't remember straight. I know I can.
Please I need help. Any advice will help vastly.