I'm looking for a movie that I watched on the hallmark channel many years ago. I remember most of what happen but simply just can't remember the tilte. Its about a man who married a woman who was sick; I can't remember if she had cancer or some other terminal illness but it made her really sick. It was hard for them to hv a baby because of her illness but they finally had a son. Soon after she had a ceaser of some type of attack behind the wheel and so the car crashed with her and the baby killing both of them. Some years later he finds interest in a new lady but has issues committing because he's still holding on to the past. The movie goes back and forth between the past and the present. At the end we found out that he left his journal with his new girlfriend so she was basically reading the story. After she understands why he has so many issue the happy endings come and they hv a child of their own (a little girl I think it was)... the end.