meenall
Oct 12, 2010, 08:21 AM
Hello everyone..
I have been married for 7 years,we always had problems.. coz of lack of trust.. I was from a well educated family.. my uncle was the one who took care of me.. my husband was our family friend.. in the beginning itself.. he insisted me to have sex with him.. I trusted him so much.. so I gave myself to him then he tried to go away.. then I didn't leave him.. my family came to know about this.. as I did a mistake.. I came out from my family.. his parents took care of me,even though they didn't like me.days went.. we got married after 2 years.. becoz he was 1 year younger to me.. he always suspected me that I had lots of boyfriends before marriage.. becoz I hided my email i.d.. that was the day he hated me.. and start to suspect.. this happened bfore he came in my life.. I had friends.. but didn't have confidence to express it to him.. I was 100 % dedicated to him after marriage and showed all my care.. but he always cheated me. He used to beat me lyk hell.. touch all the private parts and gave me so much pain.. but I was scared of my life and was with him.. coz I loved him so much.. I was too possessive about him.. after marriage also.. he tried to go away from me.. but I didn't let that happen.. then so many times I found so many things he is doing wrong.. going to call girls.. having lots of girl frinds etc.. I cried.. he told he will never do it again.. but I didn't feel any difference.. now he is working with a british girl.. eventhough she hve a boy friend.. I find them very close.. he speaks very high about her.. as I will suspect him with her.. he took her home and introduced to me.. but she was a cool kind of girl.. everytime I showed my love for him in so many ways.. I cook him delicious food.. keep the house clean.. I am keeping myself fit and regularly hit the gym.. still don't have a child.. got two times aborted because he told that we are nt settled.. even now if he want to go.. his parents will feel happy.. no support for me from anyside.. I want him in life forever.. I can't imagine a lyf without him.. he always wantted to setlle in a foreign country.. now I think he got a chance through that girl.. he can easily impress others.. I will surely leave him if he finds a better future without him.. but want to be in his life.. will do anything for him as a good wife.. *** who evr read this do help me with your valuable comments..
I have been married for 7 years,we always had problems.. coz of lack of trust.. I was from a well educated family.. my uncle was the one who took care of me.. my husband was our family friend.. in the beginning itself.. he insisted me to have sex with him.. I trusted him so much.. so I gave myself to him then he tried to go away.. then I didn't leave him.. my family came to know about this.. as I did a mistake.. I came out from my family.. his parents took care of me,even though they didn't like me.days went.. we got married after 2 years.. becoz he was 1 year younger to me.. he always suspected me that I had lots of boyfriends before marriage.. becoz I hided my email i.d.. that was the day he hated me.. and start to suspect.. this happened bfore he came in my life.. I had friends.. but didn't have confidence to express it to him.. I was 100 % dedicated to him after marriage and showed all my care.. but he always cheated me. He used to beat me lyk hell.. touch all the private parts and gave me so much pain.. but I was scared of my life and was with him.. coz I loved him so much.. I was too possessive about him.. after marriage also.. he tried to go away from me.. but I didn't let that happen.. then so many times I found so many things he is doing wrong.. going to call girls.. having lots of girl frinds etc.. I cried.. he told he will never do it again.. but I didn't feel any difference.. now he is working with a british girl.. eventhough she hve a boy friend.. I find them very close.. he speaks very high about her.. as I will suspect him with her.. he took her home and introduced to me.. but she was a cool kind of girl.. everytime I showed my love for him in so many ways.. I cook him delicious food.. keep the house clean.. I am keeping myself fit and regularly hit the gym.. still don't have a child.. got two times aborted because he told that we are nt settled.. even now if he want to go.. his parents will feel happy.. no support for me from anyside.. I want him in life forever.. I can't imagine a lyf without him.. he always wantted to setlle in a foreign country.. now I think he got a chance through that girl.. he can easily impress others.. I will surely leave him if he finds a better future without him.. but want to be in his life.. will do anything for him as a good wife.. *** who evr read this do help me with your valuable comments..