guldu
Jul 25, 2010, 12:33 AM
Hi,
I am not sure where to start. Right from childhood my parents were scolding me and have also beaten me many a times. I was too young to react to any of those. Now I am 27 . They don't beat me anymore but every time we have any kind of career related conversations I grow wild on them and start shouting back. I don't like what is happenning . I have been a failure with my studies because of my parents behaviour in the past. I have told them about the same but they say every parent scolds and beats his/her child. My parents used to fight a lot. I have literally seen them coming to blows. So you can imagine what kind of environment I have grown up in. Any time I see my friends I always wish I was born in their house. They all are well educated and have good jobs. But I am still confused with my life and am not having a good job. Sometimes I get very very frustated with the way my life is . Every night I sleep thinking "do i have to wake up tomorrow" . I hate my life.
PLease help me
I am not sure where to start. Right from childhood my parents were scolding me and have also beaten me many a times. I was too young to react to any of those. Now I am 27 . They don't beat me anymore but every time we have any kind of career related conversations I grow wild on them and start shouting back. I don't like what is happenning . I have been a failure with my studies because of my parents behaviour in the past. I have told them about the same but they say every parent scolds and beats his/her child. My parents used to fight a lot. I have literally seen them coming to blows. So you can imagine what kind of environment I have grown up in. Any time I see my friends I always wish I was born in their house. They all are well educated and have good jobs. But I am still confused with my life and am not having a good job. Sometimes I get very very frustated with the way my life is . Every night I sleep thinking "do i have to wake up tomorrow" . I hate my life.
PLease help me