Well I've kind of being feeling realing low for the last 3 months.

It started when this person I really liked just stopped talking to me for no reason, this has been a common tread throughout my entire life, anyone I ever get slightly close to me just drops me like that, it's like I'm never good enough for anyone. I feel like a waste of space - like if I was gone nothing would be different.

Anyway since then, my parents have separated - they used to be the one thing holding me together - but now I actually have no one to talk about anything.

I have no real friends only one's that like me when they need me or when I'm funny - its like I always have to pretend that everythings fine - but I've got to the stage I just can't do it anymore.

Furthermore I'm coming to grips with my sexuality - think I might be gay, don't know why and don't want to be - my parents would never talk to me again. Anyway I am really low on self confidence - and everyone always seems to make insensive comments and just feel like crying all the time. I find it really hard to smile - and I can't even work properly anymore. Watching people just make me depressed about my own life.

Anyway I have no one to talk too - no one knows about any of this and to be honest I don't think anyone cares. I don't try and make friends anymore cause when I do I just end up getting hurt even more.

Hope someone has been there, or can give me some advice

Hello jezza,
I can understand how you feel and I need you to know that people do care, knowing me I would definitely put someone else needs or desires before mine, so you just have to find the right ones, because most people these days are very... unforgiving. You should never feel bad because of someone else's ignorance. As far as the gay thing goes you should'nt be ashamed. I just realized I'm bisexual and don't have a problem with it. I feel its who I am, though I have'nt really told my parents I think they would get very sad and I don't want to put that on them right now, but I assume they have a clue. Also do you think you could be depressed or just very stressed out. Separating parents can have a huge impact on anyone's life. So of course it will be hard at first but things will get better for sure, as the saying goes it gets harder before it gets easier. Go look in a mirror and just smile and say I AM good enough as me. And try to see the brighter side of life.