My husband of 13 years and three children has just told me a month ago he doesn't love me in twenty different ways and wants time apart. At that time, I begged him to stay and try for 3-6 months. He barely agreed. He has been drinking heavy a lot and hasn't been coming home. He also told me he wants to be with other women. I threw myself in being the best wife ever and last week I found out through cell records he was cheating on me again1 He did this to me 6 years ago too. Now he says I forced his hand and he is going to get a 1 bedroom apartment because he wants to be alone and says he's always wondered about being alone and thinks that's what he may want. But he doesn't want a divorce either. What should I do?

Be glad the jerk is out of your life in my opinion. First "your threw yourself at him" please have some respect for yourself.

You stayed with a drunk
You stayed with someone that was cheating on you for a long time

You can not do anything expect to protect yourself,
File for custody of the kids, file for divorce and get a child support order and maybe a spouse support order