I think the lyrics say I look back at my dreams keep me wondering why is it ever gone be me will I make it or not cannot make it myself without my boys on my side I'm thinking god for this wonderful life I said this wonderful life.

Type some of the lyrics into the Google search bar and type "lyrics" at the end, it will usually bring up the song and singer, if you have all or most the words correct. Hope it helps

Thank you but I have done that a million times.. nothing seems to work.