I met a man that is the pride of my life , He has helped me so much .
Stayed with me threw every up and down every mood swing I have had , Im not on meds
Any more cause of sickness , He tries so hard to put up with every thing , I put this man threw so many things I told him he was cheating when he was with a friend, I called him names don't no how many times I said I was leaveing him or going to throw him out for no reason ,now we are fighting every day he pushing so far away from me I beged and pleaded to talk to me he calls me names now he never used to , fights are becoming so bad now that's it becomes to shoveing , he tells me he still loves but leaves every day sometimes never comes home . I'm scared I'm pregnant with his baby
How can you try to fix any thing when you push some one so far away:confused:

Hi, wiccanPride24!

I apologize that no one has yet come along to address your question!

So, what's happening now, please?

Thanks!

If you are not on meds due to illness,you need to find a medication that works for you.

You can not repair a relationship only to have it be the same way the next day because of your illness.

Take care of your medical issue and hopefully your relationship with stand a fighting chance.

Below is a link to a site that will give you some valuable information on controlling your bipolar without medication.

I think you will find it useful.

Managing Bipolar Disorder Without Medication (http://www.manic-depression.net/treatment/managing_bipolar_disorder_without_medication.htm)

As for your situation I CAN HELP! My girl friend is the same as you and out situation is the same, she isn't pregnant(I hope) but the thing you need to make him aware is that your willing to try to change your behavior. As for your bi-polar disorder try to figure out what your triggers are for your happyness and your depression, anger.. ect. If you can catch yourself before you explode into a terrible mood try to use what makes you happy dear. My girl friend does the same she yells at me for no reason I tell her to go collect her thoughts or whatever will cheer her up. We made this little system up about half a year ago and so far its been a big help as far as increasing our closeness and love.