cowboysfan41
Sep 30, 2009, 06:23 PM
There's this girl named crystal and she's amazing I think I love her I mean I have known her for about 3 years and I only started likeing her last year we never talked much but last year she was in my class and we talked the hole time and when she talks to me she makes me laugh so mush I can't feel my face. She's so sweet and my hole body gets numb when I'm with her I have never felt like this about anyone before and I have been in a few long relationships .when I'm so upset and nobody can make me laugh all she has to say is one thing to chear me up I hate that I can't stop thinking about her and I do try I though after a long time my feelings would stop but they have only got stronger and now it's a yer later and I don't have her in any of my classes and I don't want to show her I'm despret by talking to her all the time.im not a good looking guy at all and she is beautiful that's why I thought I dident have a chance but back then I did feel like she liked me a little if she did at all but I think she just is worried about what here friends would say. I wish she could just get past my looks and be with me but I don't know I feel like I can't be with anyone els because I feel like I'm settling for someone els when I just really what this girl she's everything to me