GM2009
Sep 16, 2009, 10:24 AM
I am too obessed with my ex boyfriend. We were together for 7.5yrs. He was my first everything. It's a long story but to cut it short my family never approved of him for obvious reasons but I stayed with him knowing he wasn't that good to me. This past spring we decided to move in together and early summer we moved in together but I decided to leave after 2 weeks because I felt like we grew apart and not having my family's support was painful and I couldn't deal so decided to go back home to my parents. It's been about two months since that whole mess happened and I can't stop contacting him. It's like an obsession and its killing me. A part of me feels like I made a mistake by leaving him so I call and beg him to take me back but he rejects me and it hurts really bad. But I keep calling him nonstop. I just want to stop but its so hard, I feel like my life is falling apart. I know the only way I may start feeling better is if I stop contacting him but every day I pick up that phone and call him. He keeps telling him its over and he wants to move on but I don't know why I can't do the same. Help!