Im dating my ex husband, and things are by far better then the first time around, however I'm constantly scared of him breaking my heart again. He hasn't done anything to hurt me since we have gotten back together. I tell him Im scared and sad and that I am afraid, we talk about how things are slowly changing such as communication and how we treat each other when there are differences. He tries to comfort me by saying everything is going to be OK and that he knows he made a mistake and that he is trying his best to make up for hurting me. He treats me with the upmost respect and is constantly saying that he won't ever hurt me again and that I have made him realize what and who he wants in his life. Im happy deep down we are trying to work things out, but I am so scared I let it get the best of me. Is this normal to be sad even though we are reconciling. I know I am really depressed and struggle with being bi-polar. I have gone to the doctor and have a prescription but it is so expensive that I can't afford it. Im sad all the time and so very very scared is this weird that I am feeling and thinking this way. Im so scared any advise or help would be apreciated.

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Please keep all the questions regarding the same issue in the same thread so that we can follow your story.

Remember when you said:


I told him not to call or text or come in contact with me ever again, he really has hurt me emotionally and mentally.

Now you're opening up old wounds. You broke up for a reason. Why are you putting yourself through this again? You should be spending time worrying about yourself and taking care of yourself. Not putting yourself through all this emotional turmoil.