rina sighania
Aug 7, 2009, 06:52 AM
Hi
I'm rina... I really wan help from somebody.. see.. I'm 23
My problem is that::::
Since my childhood I am agirl feels unable to express my feelings just bcos I have a fear inside me that others may make fun of me.. I was average at studies.Toppers in my class I feel wow hw they get in top.. frm class 4-5th I feel like I can't able to get good marks(a sort of negativity)also I get failed sometimes in half yearly exams also.. always think how to study.my parents were not so responsible like today's parents but they are always being nice to me till now.well after passing out from class10 I failed in class 11th . First time I failed in my life this made me shock completely then I changed my subject &again passed 11th... I was feeling nice I passed 12th.When I get into college for my graduation ,in first year exams as my best friend shifted to abroad... this made me feel like in sort of depression && result again I got failed in first year just foe 4 marks I opt for revaluation but it doesnot work... I feel like I'm broken into several pieces,. the one thing that makes my confi. Loose is the" scar of chickenpox in my face".. I fell like nobody loves me as I don't look good bcos of that scar on m y forehead
I'm a pretty girl with fair color that one scar makes my face ugly I think so.. the dermatologist told me it is normal it took a lot of time(1 month) to recover after operation for that && I can't my studies for that
"""".Is it fact that people dont like those whao have sars of chickenpox in forehead especially if she is a girl although she is a king hearted good girl.......:confused:"""
How sadly after 4 months in depression I began my 1st year again,this time I passed but with 46%.. in 2nd year I got 52%.. in 3rd I got 51%.. now I again I don't get admission in MBA just bcos I don't have 50% overall in graduation... god I then took computers profeesional degree as my field of career.. and now when sudden I gat a chance to do MBA, I joined but I am not able to decide that I should go for MBA please friends do help me
How should I overcame with my fear of failure I'm losing interests in everything now
How will I complete my mba is it really tough to do
I don't have any friends to share my thoughts
My prob is hoe to gain my confidence back (I can't able to forget my 1st year failure.. really use to cry for that till now.. as with that I lost all my friendss also) I get friends but they don't treat me like my old friends treat me
Sorry I wrote too much about my problem but I really need the answer as already I read a lot of books about hardwork,success,failure.. but they work only for a while I don't have friends also & also I don't wan to gat them back just bcoz they all have made their career but till now I have done nothing in my life.. how could I make my parents happy I f I can't able to do anything..
Do answer please about the scar also...
I'm rina... I really wan help from somebody.. see.. I'm 23
My problem is that::::
Since my childhood I am agirl feels unable to express my feelings just bcos I have a fear inside me that others may make fun of me.. I was average at studies.Toppers in my class I feel wow hw they get in top.. frm class 4-5th I feel like I can't able to get good marks(a sort of negativity)also I get failed sometimes in half yearly exams also.. always think how to study.my parents were not so responsible like today's parents but they are always being nice to me till now.well after passing out from class10 I failed in class 11th . First time I failed in my life this made me shock completely then I changed my subject &again passed 11th... I was feeling nice I passed 12th.When I get into college for my graduation ,in first year exams as my best friend shifted to abroad... this made me feel like in sort of depression && result again I got failed in first year just foe 4 marks I opt for revaluation but it doesnot work... I feel like I'm broken into several pieces,. the one thing that makes my confi. Loose is the" scar of chickenpox in my face".. I fell like nobody loves me as I don't look good bcos of that scar on m y forehead
I'm a pretty girl with fair color that one scar makes my face ugly I think so.. the dermatologist told me it is normal it took a lot of time(1 month) to recover after operation for that && I can't my studies for that
"""".Is it fact that people dont like those whao have sars of chickenpox in forehead especially if she is a girl although she is a king hearted good girl.......:confused:"""
How sadly after 4 months in depression I began my 1st year again,this time I passed but with 46%.. in 2nd year I got 52%.. in 3rd I got 51%.. now I again I don't get admission in MBA just bcos I don't have 50% overall in graduation... god I then took computers profeesional degree as my field of career.. and now when sudden I gat a chance to do MBA, I joined but I am not able to decide that I should go for MBA please friends do help me
How should I overcame with my fear of failure I'm losing interests in everything now
How will I complete my mba is it really tough to do
I don't have any friends to share my thoughts
My prob is hoe to gain my confidence back (I can't able to forget my 1st year failure.. really use to cry for that till now.. as with that I lost all my friendss also) I get friends but they don't treat me like my old friends treat me
Sorry I wrote too much about my problem but I really need the answer as already I read a lot of books about hardwork,success,failure.. but they work only for a while I don't have friends also & also I don't wan to gat them back just bcoz they all have made their career but till now I have done nothing in my life.. how could I make my parents happy I f I can't able to do anything..
Do answer please about the scar also...