babyshooter11
Jun 24, 2009, 01:15 AM
I feel so alone. I have a few close friends and family but for some reason it doesn't feel like enough. I feel like I need to be showered with more affection from more people. I'm used to having lots of friends but now I only have few. My friends tell me that I'm changing and I'm not as fun to be around as I used to be. I'm not as funny or always cracking jokes like I used to. They rarely invite me to do anything with them anymore and it makes me feel even worse about myself. I don't feel like I've changed at all. I feel normal but it's like I'm missing out on the whole teenage experience. I've never been to a high school party and it's never really bothered me until just recently and I don't know why. I feel like I'm left out and missing out. My friends are always going out to parties and having fun and I always miss out. I don't understand what has changed about me to make me so seem unfriendly and not fun to be around like my friends tell me. I wasn't depressed or anything before any of this happened but now I just feel like I don't fit in and it hurts. Can anybody tell me if this is a mental issue or what?