I'm katie and as you read in my other questions I'm 13 I cut myself and I am totally in love with jay and he hates me and I feel really bad and sometimes I wish I did get with him when I had the chance but he would probably knock me up and I wouldn't care because at least I would have that one moment with him and have a piece of him with me... yeah it sounds crazy but that's how I feel and I can't help it I got really upset before and ikinda carved his name into my right leg and I admit it hurt a little but not bad and it looks kind of good and not lyk you can see it but anyway I think I'm ugly and that's why he doesn't love me lyk I love him and I hurts really bad and makes me want to cut even more and hurt myself I no I need help but I'm not going into a mental hospital I no I am crazy for doing this but I love him more then anything and would do anything for him to love me but he doesn't and sometimes I see no point in life a want to hurt myself somemore but I try to control that but it never seems to work because the pain keeps me from thinking of him<33 I love him so much<33

Anyone want to help me I would really love it because I don't want to be lyk this I just really love him more then anything so help?

Katie Honey you need to get help from someone qualified to help you. My heart hurts for you, you are so young to hurt this much, You don't have to go to a hospital but you do need to get help. Go to your pastor or anyone that you trust Please! Remember Jesus loves you and so do many others.