gardunocelene
Apr 23, 2009, 09:24 AM
About a year ago I started working at and Electronics Store. I was determined to go and just work/mind my own business. I was quite didn't talk to anyone for about 3 weeks, there was a guy that caught my attention. We would smile at each other and try to talk but never found a chance. One day we were both in the break room and I asked him if he had a girlfriend and he said yes but they were having to many problems. I was discouraged to talk to him, but for some odd reason I couldn't stay away from him so we started talking again. We would go out on our lunch break together, One day I told one of my friends which worked there as well, to ask him what he thought of me. So she asked him he told her he thought I was a beautiful girl, but he had just gotten out of his 2 year relationship and wasn't seeking anything serious for the moment. I acted as if I didn't know what they were talking about, that day all three of us ended up taking our lunch together. We were all laughing and having a good time when all of a sudden he kissed me I felt butterflies in my tummy and I actually enjoyed it. We started talking a lot more after that day my feelings for him got stronger as time went by, I thought he was the one so I gave myself to him. We did it a couple times and then all of a sudden he told me his ex-girlfriend was pregnant and that him and I could no longer continue seeing each other. I was devastated. I told myself it was okay and that I could move on its been about 7 months that I haven't seen or spoken to him I drive by his house every morning on my way to work. I see his truck I get happy but at the same time I get sad. Will we ever see each other again? Did he lie to me? Did he really like me like he said or did he just want to see how easy I would put out? I'm so confused one thing I know for sure is that I love and always will love him. He was my first true love