KatiePlce
Mar 17, 2009, 12:12 PM
Here's my story,
I was with my ex for over 6 yrs, got with him online when I was 16 & broke up once I joined the army... I joined the army to get away from him because he was mean to me and I had been with him so long he was all I ever knew... after I joined we kept talking then I met a guy and now this guy is in love with me and I THOUGHT I loved him back as well, but lately my ex has been on my mind and its driving me crazy because when I go out with this new guy it doesn't feel "special" like it did with my ex, I ALWAYS wanted to go out with my ex EVERYWHERE we had so much fun, but I don't feel as excited with my new boyfriend and I do love him but I wish I felt like I did with my ex... I feel so guilty because my current boyfriend is a dream guy he does EVERYTHING for me and loves me like crazy...
A few weeks ago I ended up drinking because I missed him and I ended up calling him after 4months of not talking to my ex and I was crying to him telling him how much I missed his friendship and just missed being with him.. and turns up he was in bed with his new girlfriend and it was awkward for him... I don't know what to do... I just feel so guilty that I can't stop thinking about how different me and him were vs my current boyfriend. Blah
I was with my ex for over 6 yrs, got with him online when I was 16 & broke up once I joined the army... I joined the army to get away from him because he was mean to me and I had been with him so long he was all I ever knew... after I joined we kept talking then I met a guy and now this guy is in love with me and I THOUGHT I loved him back as well, but lately my ex has been on my mind and its driving me crazy because when I go out with this new guy it doesn't feel "special" like it did with my ex, I ALWAYS wanted to go out with my ex EVERYWHERE we had so much fun, but I don't feel as excited with my new boyfriend and I do love him but I wish I felt like I did with my ex... I feel so guilty because my current boyfriend is a dream guy he does EVERYTHING for me and loves me like crazy...
A few weeks ago I ended up drinking because I missed him and I ended up calling him after 4months of not talking to my ex and I was crying to him telling him how much I missed his friendship and just missed being with him.. and turns up he was in bed with his new girlfriend and it was awkward for him... I don't know what to do... I just feel so guilty that I can't stop thinking about how different me and him were vs my current boyfriend. Blah