Ok, well, the title says it all. Why? Good question, honestly I don't know. I say I'm hypocritical, because I tell my girlfriend I want her to cut back on the drinking (way back) and at first it goes pretty good, we don't drink fer a bit, but then a friend of hers f**** it up, and invites her to either drink at their house, and she'll REALLY want to go, or they aask her invite her to a bar, and she wants to go there either too. Like today, a friend of hers was invited to a bar, and she calls my girlfriend up because she didn't want to feel alone at the bar, when her co-workers are the ones who f***ing invited her! BUt then I cAVE in and then I;M like OK, fine, and cave in and give her five buck to get a couple drinks, and for some reason I am so worked up about this, My hand f****** shake when I hold them up, so what do I do? OOOooOOOOOo I start pourin drinks for myself, and hitting shots left and right, I have no idea what number I'm at right now, I stopped counting after six. SO I MENA cOM e on!! I tell her I want her to cut back on drink ing and yet, I a don't even listen to my own edvice. I mean I should at least follow my own advie but I relly need to calm down, and that whjhat the drinks are doing, I get someowhat calm, as long as I don't stan.

As for being a bad person, I mean,m hypocrites SUCK! Which means I SUCK! I know I'm ramblimng but come on, I don't got money for a sychiatris, and I'm hoping I get SOMEONE who whontpost some kind of smart a** comment like "oooOOOooOO, then don't drink and go with her, DER!!!!" well, I WOULD HAVE GONE, but she wanted it be a girls night out thing. But what eve, thanks for reading my endless rambling BULLS***! Sorry to waste two minutes of your life, that's all my life seem s to be when alcohol is intrerduced, a big WASTE!!

So don't drink, I often go to clubs, sports bars and more and a soft drink is as much fun if you are with friends
Only you can stop you from drinking

Seriously, no offense, but I was expecting a post like that. I wish was as easy as "OH, dont drink" It is sOOOOOO much deeper than that, I mean, come on,. never mind hyvgf

No, I drank heavy for 15 years, woke up in the morning having to have one,
Woke up one morning never to drink again, it is a matter of choice and will power, if you say you can't stop you are admitting you are weak.

Are you a better typist when you are sober?

***ADDED -- I see that you are, with some very interesting questions too.

Much abetter typer, yes, when siber

What kind of inresting questions?

what kind of inresting questions?
Sleep it off and then I will tell you what a really cool person you are.