springrunner23
Feb 9, 2009, 07:43 PM
I am truly in love with mark. I really don't feel my feelings have changed since 3 years ago but he has changed. I try my best to make him happy and I feel like he still is holding back from me. He used to be thrilled to be dated me and would let me know by occasionally stopping by unexpectedly like even at 9 or 2 pm. He used to let me know how he felt by caring for me and what I was feeling. And would always let me know somehow if he was thinking of me by just saying I miss you or I love you randomly. If he messed up he would try so hard to fix it but now.. it seems as if he lost feeling for me. He says he hasn't but how can I be sure when he doesn't smile at me or look at me the same way. All the things I listed earlier have disappeared. And all of his personality is changing. He cares so much about what other people think about him or "us", his ego. And I just don't see him anymore. He does too much. I can only see him once a week alone boyfriend girlfriend time.. and last weekend he tried to ditch me and lied about it but I caught him. I have tried to leave him and I just want him back within 2 days. And he doesn't like to talk. What do I do?