Aurora Tingle
Jan 18, 2009, 07:53 AM
Hello,
I think I'm in love with my best friend.
I've known him for quite a while now, our relationship remained purely platonic until about a few months ago. Everyone's always commenting about how good a couple we'd be or asking us if we're going out and such.
Whenever we're drunk lately, we've made out. He was my midnight kiss on new years eve. In my drunken haze I asked him what was happening between us and he said "oh, just casual ey" or something along those lines. He said he didn't want to be tied down on our last year of high school.
However we've been hanging out nearly every day in the past two weeks and it's hard not to get attached when you spend every other day on the phone with him, having 3 hour long conversations.
The last time we hung out he started holding hands with me. I was surprised because he never initiates any physical contact usually. He's also quite shy/laid back and I'm by far his best girl friend, he doesn't have many. I don't know, he gives out the biggest mixed signals ever. I have a feeling he doesn't really know what he wants either.
But we definitely have a "thing", if anything. What does everyone think? What do you think he feels for me?
It's driving me insane.
I think I'm in love with my best friend.
I've known him for quite a while now, our relationship remained purely platonic until about a few months ago. Everyone's always commenting about how good a couple we'd be or asking us if we're going out and such.
Whenever we're drunk lately, we've made out. He was my midnight kiss on new years eve. In my drunken haze I asked him what was happening between us and he said "oh, just casual ey" or something along those lines. He said he didn't want to be tied down on our last year of high school.
However we've been hanging out nearly every day in the past two weeks and it's hard not to get attached when you spend every other day on the phone with him, having 3 hour long conversations.
The last time we hung out he started holding hands with me. I was surprised because he never initiates any physical contact usually. He's also quite shy/laid back and I'm by far his best girl friend, he doesn't have many. I don't know, he gives out the biggest mixed signals ever. I have a feeling he doesn't really know what he wants either.
But we definitely have a "thing", if anything. What does everyone think? What do you think he feels for me?
It's driving me insane.