Vinlay
Jan 18, 2009, 06:00 AM
I have always been insecure with my boyfriend and I have never trusted him.. I am always arguing with him over silly things.. and getting on his nerves..!. I had a dream lastnight that I seen a picture of another girl on his mobile and stuff.. then he told me to get my stuff and leave his house.. not long after that he was talking to her on a laptop saying "i am sorry i never told you and that me and her have been together for ages, i don't even love vinlay i just put the ring on her finger for fun... it's you i love and i will always love , she is just one of those girls who come and go.. but i don't want you to go.!" then he started telling me I was ugly and fat and a and saying I looked like animals, he also said I looked as if I got hit up the head with a shovel. (at the moment me and my boyfriend are thinking about babies).. in my dream I seen her walking with him and she had baby bump.. (could this mean something?) he told me he had been cheating for a long time with this girl and he has never felt so good before in his life.. he also said she is cute and fit and sexy.. all I am is fat and lazy and I am nothing.. I am a nobody..
I woke up to looking at him this morning and I literally cried my heartout on his shoulder and from that I have been getting on normall instead of all the sh1t I used to do.. could this mean something... is it giving me a sign to change or is it giving me a sign he is cheating. I'm so confused.. I feel though I need to trust him and stand by him which I have never felt before
I woke up to looking at him this morning and I literally cried my heartout on his shoulder and from that I have been getting on normall instead of all the sh1t I used to do.. could this mean something... is it giving me a sign to change or is it giving me a sign he is cheating. I'm so confused.. I feel though I need to trust him and stand by him which I have never felt before