xHypoCondriacx
Sep 12, 2008, 11:20 PM
Hi, All.
Its me again,
Well this weekend my girlfriend has went away until Sunday, She went with her mother and grandma,
We been together for 1 year and 4 months, This also may sound shocking but we basically spent every single day together, Up until I got a job a few months ago, But that's not horrible, Because I always get to come home and she's there waiting for me.
I miss her so much, I can't even describe it, I keep feeling nauseated, And like I have a heart ache, Literally.
She's stronger then me emotionally, Cause she doesn't act like a wimp like I do.
I cried from time to time, Before I met her, I was always alone, That was my life.
I didn't mind it then, But she has shown me something more in life, And now it really bothers me.
Is it weird to be afraid of being alone, I think personally I'm way to damn sensitive, I get so emotional for everything, and that affects my mood, very much.
I fight with her because I feel bad, and I honestly think I'm very selfish, I want her to be happy
I just don't think I want it, in a happy way, I need courage and strength, and words of steel
I will see her in 2 days, and things will hopefully be back to normal, I just can't wait though, one minute I'm okay with her being gone, the next I'm a mess and have depressing thoughts, my heart drops, my feet feel weak, and I feel less of a man, for letting these emotions get the best of me
How can I over-come these things, I want to be an unselfish person, and be the best hubby she could ever have, thank you all for reading, please feel free to speak freely.
-victor
Its me again,
Well this weekend my girlfriend has went away until Sunday, She went with her mother and grandma,
We been together for 1 year and 4 months, This also may sound shocking but we basically spent every single day together, Up until I got a job a few months ago, But that's not horrible, Because I always get to come home and she's there waiting for me.
I miss her so much, I can't even describe it, I keep feeling nauseated, And like I have a heart ache, Literally.
She's stronger then me emotionally, Cause she doesn't act like a wimp like I do.
I cried from time to time, Before I met her, I was always alone, That was my life.
I didn't mind it then, But she has shown me something more in life, And now it really bothers me.
Is it weird to be afraid of being alone, I think personally I'm way to damn sensitive, I get so emotional for everything, and that affects my mood, very much.
I fight with her because I feel bad, and I honestly think I'm very selfish, I want her to be happy
I just don't think I want it, in a happy way, I need courage and strength, and words of steel
I will see her in 2 days, and things will hopefully be back to normal, I just can't wait though, one minute I'm okay with her being gone, the next I'm a mess and have depressing thoughts, my heart drops, my feet feel weak, and I feel less of a man, for letting these emotions get the best of me
How can I over-come these things, I want to be an unselfish person, and be the best hubby she could ever have, thank you all for reading, please feel free to speak freely.
-victor