xnix
Aug 27, 2008, 05:18 PM
My boyfriend is a little older than me. He's a muslim and I'm not so its hard for us in terms of his family accepting me. He wanted a baby so badly he begging me to have a kid for him. At first I didn't want to then I realised that I loved him and I wanted a part of him with me forever so we conceived it.
Some time went by and I found out that I was 8 weeks pregnant. I don't know if it was because of his family but told me he wants me to get rid of it. He manipulated me and guilted me into it. I didn't know how I let him play mind games with me. Even on the day of the termination I begged him not to make me go through with it but he insisted I do. So I did.
Literally as soon as I came out and he saw me he said what have we done I am so sorry. I became very depressed. I had nightmares about it. It was really traumatic for me espcially since I had NOBODY to to talk to about it. I really wanted that baby more than anything. He realised that he made a mistake and that he wanted his baby back so after a week we started trying again. We had sex about every other day for 2 weeks. It is now 3 weeks since we started trying to conceive again and 4 weeks since we had the op done.
I took a home pregnancy test yesterday and it came up positive. The lines were very strong and not faint. I know that the hormones from the last pregnancy could still be in my body so that might ulter the results but I just want to know:
HOW LIKELY IS IT THAT I AM PREGNANT AND WHEN IS THE EARLIEST TIME I CAN GO AND HAVE A SCAN TO MAKE SURE?
Some time went by and I found out that I was 8 weeks pregnant. I don't know if it was because of his family but told me he wants me to get rid of it. He manipulated me and guilted me into it. I didn't know how I let him play mind games with me. Even on the day of the termination I begged him not to make me go through with it but he insisted I do. So I did.
Literally as soon as I came out and he saw me he said what have we done I am so sorry. I became very depressed. I had nightmares about it. It was really traumatic for me espcially since I had NOBODY to to talk to about it. I really wanted that baby more than anything. He realised that he made a mistake and that he wanted his baby back so after a week we started trying again. We had sex about every other day for 2 weeks. It is now 3 weeks since we started trying to conceive again and 4 weeks since we had the op done.
I took a home pregnancy test yesterday and it came up positive. The lines were very strong and not faint. I know that the hormones from the last pregnancy could still be in my body so that might ulter the results but I just want to know:
HOW LIKELY IS IT THAT I AM PREGNANT AND WHEN IS THE EARLIEST TIME I CAN GO AND HAVE A SCAN TO MAKE SURE?