I'm a make it short an sweet I had a rough child hood been accused of many tings that I didn't do den I met my girl tings I've been accused of happened to her everything took a toll on me pshycologically mentally physically she cheated on me wa her ex I only found out that a yr lata ialso cheated on her am we fought I hit her due 2 d fact of anger in my past I neva meant 2 do it but I'm getting help wa that and its been don well at a point we didn't have sex for a yr she still in love wa her ex afta 4yrs of being together with me all sort of people get in it talking stufff about me and she believes it rite now she doesn't want to hear me or c me and wants me 2 move my stuff out she is terrified afta I try 2 harm myself and its not because of her its because all the stuff I've been tru and nutin wasn't going right so I snaped what can I do 2 win her bac I have turn my life to the lord I want her bac to show her 2 tru me what should I do she doesn't want to her me or see me

If you have truly turned your life to the lord, you need to be praying to him for guidance.
Honestly, given the violence, I would say its to late with the ex, and she wants no part of you any way. Leave her alone, and take the lessons you learned, to be better with someone else.

Just move on and give her space. Violent relationships rarely work out. You compromised her trust... it's up to her if she's going to take the chance again. You say you haven't moved out yet... how long have you been broken up, and how long ago did you make these changes?

Things like this take time.. it's best to do what Tal says and move on... if she wants to fix things, she'll come to you.