My grandmother committed suicide by jumping off a bridge in my town.
Because she was mentally ill and didn't feel loved.
My uncle was CRAAAAZY he abused my sister and I until I almost died.
My father left me at 2, I was homeless at 9, for years.
I have no family.And my mother struggles to support my sister and I
But nobody pays attention to me, I feel invisible in my own house
It just hurts and I don't need it,


But I just feel mentally and physically ill
I think sick thoughts
And say sick things
I've been suicidal for a while

Is there like a hotline or a
Place I can go to that will help me?
I feel hopeless

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I'm not sure of any other hotlines.

You're not alone. And it's not abnormal to feel this way. You've lead a rough life, and it's time to learn about yourself and love yourself. I know it sounds silly, but try looking at the glass as half FULL. What are the good things you have going for you?

I want also suggest BIG BROTHERS AND BIG SISTERS program. It's a male or female role model. Basically an older non-related sibling (volunteers) to look up to. You hang out, they teach you things, it's a person to confide in. My best friend does it and she absolutely loves it.

Here is the link for that: Volunteering - Volunteer work and volunteer programs with Big Brothers Big Sisters. (http://www.bbbs.org/site/c.diJKKYPLJvH/b.1539751/k.BDB6/Home.htm)

Also, have you tried talking to a counselor? You can talk to your school counselor about stuff.

Ah, there I see why you make so bad dreams!

What?

She posted something about nightmares, where she keeps on biting her teeth (I you see what I mean) until they get broken and blood. You can see that. I'll check the topic title and tell you.OK?

She had nightmares. See

https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/mental-emotional-health/dream-238392.html

I don't think that your crazy I just think you need to talk to your mom and see what she thinks.
The help line I only know of is 0800 what's up
You can try that or mayby you need to talk to your mom.