skittlefrittle
May 24, 2008, 08:26 PM
I think I have been struggling with an eating disorder for about a 2 years now.
At first I would limit myself to a cereal and milk breakfast, carrots and yogurt with a granola bar for lunch, and whatever the home cooking was for dinner.
Then I took it up to no breakfast, a chick fil a meal for lunch, and whatever for dinner.
Thenn it was no breakfast, no lunch, a snack when I got home, and dinner.
The he heeeennnn ( 2 years remember lol) it was wake up, brush them teeth and wash that face, stick in a piece of gum, no breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
Yeah. Another thennnn it was no eating at all till snack, which I would binge then eat dinner and throw it all up right afterwords.
I dropped down to 105 at my lowest and lost my period for a while. Then I started incorperating some more food and have been getting it regularly. I jumped up to 115 because of a doctors concern then dropped down to 108
I was once 125 and am now 108. I do not look skeletal but I am definitley labeled as skinny. I'm 5'5". I just don't know what to do. I kind of like my body the way it is. I have been holding steady at the 110 108 range for a year and have been active in sports and social stuff. I just don't know what I should do. I know its unhealthy but I don't know how I should approach this. I can't just stop I need a step by step approach. I can do it for sure, I'm very strong, I just need baby steps to get it back on track. Any suggestions?
At first I would limit myself to a cereal and milk breakfast, carrots and yogurt with a granola bar for lunch, and whatever the home cooking was for dinner.
Then I took it up to no breakfast, a chick fil a meal for lunch, and whatever for dinner.
Thenn it was no breakfast, no lunch, a snack when I got home, and dinner.
The he heeeennnn ( 2 years remember lol) it was wake up, brush them teeth and wash that face, stick in a piece of gum, no breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
Yeah. Another thennnn it was no eating at all till snack, which I would binge then eat dinner and throw it all up right afterwords.
I dropped down to 105 at my lowest and lost my period for a while. Then I started incorperating some more food and have been getting it regularly. I jumped up to 115 because of a doctors concern then dropped down to 108
I was once 125 and am now 108. I do not look skeletal but I am definitley labeled as skinny. I'm 5'5". I just don't know what to do. I kind of like my body the way it is. I have been holding steady at the 110 108 range for a year and have been active in sports and social stuff. I just don't know what I should do. I know its unhealthy but I don't know how I should approach this. I can't just stop I need a step by step approach. I can do it for sure, I'm very strong, I just need baby steps to get it back on track. Any suggestions?