Hi I'm veronica and I'm 18 years old. If you looked at my life you would think that nothing was wrong. But it's too much for me to handle, why is life so hard? I can't help but think that I would rather feel nothing... I would rather not feel anything at all, then all this pain and uncertainty.. I haven't told anyone how I feel, and I don't really know why. But I'm hoping someone will understand, and maybe help me fight it..

Hey veronica
What exactly is the problem?
Are you lonely or are you disturbed?
And what do u mean by pain and uncertanity?