crazyboutyu22
Apr 3, 2008, 02:05 PM
I've been really depressed lately and I think the main reason is because of my parents I mean my mom is a complete to me she is always putting me down and everything about school appearance and friends and the ones that she thinks is so bad is nothing and I mean really nothing I mean no matter how hard I do try in school she really does not give a and its never good enough for her so it has made me get the attitude of why try no matter what I do its never good for her. She always calls me an ungrateful when I'm not like whenever she is doing something that looks like she might need help I offer to help her but she says no and then yells at me later for never helping out.. then she never believes me for anything I say to her telling me no matter what I do I lie to her and its not true I have not lied to my mom to loose her trust since freshman year and she says she can't trust me cause I always lie to her and then she tells me things that I have lied to her about that was never a lie and its making me really mad no matter what I say to fix it it don't help. And then there is my dad and he is never around he never calls I don't think that I have talked to him since my birthday witch was last November not even for christmas did he call or anything I never seem I haven't seen him in 2 years at the least and I really don't get why he does not care about me.. I've been so depressed the last few days that all I have wanted to do was die.. I've been driving more hoping that ill get in a car wreck or something so that I can see who really cares I really don't think anyone would care if I died and that's all I want to do right now. I don't know where to go anymore what to do everything is just becoming too much for me all I do is cry I can't do it anymore please please please help me somebodyyy please