Hi I have been dating my boyfriend for one year, actually he broke up with me one day prior to hitting the year mark. About a month ago he declared his love for me and said that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. Then I freaked out about a week later and told him to let me go... well I changed my mind and was ready to be him forever too. After I told him that he broke up with me and said that it hurt him bad and he realised that he wasn't ready for a commitment, now he won't take my calls, and last weekend I waited for him at his apartment and he never showed up. I begged him to take me back on Monday and he said yes, but by the time Wed. came along he was really short and din't talk much to me. Thursday he din't want to see me, so I asked him why did he take me back and he said because I was crying and he broke up with me again, I don't know what to do it hurts so bad, I keep praying and looking at my phone and nothing, I want to call him so bad but I know he won't answer the phone, today is the last day that I can get a hold of him, because once the weekend is here he disappears. Help what Do I do I want him back!

Hello..

What did you say to him when you freaked out? It must have been heavy.
The best we can advise here is to give him space and time to get over his anger - and give yourself time to check and see if your initial 'on the spot' rejection of him might have been for a good reason.

Anyway, before going any further, please read this thread..

https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/relationships/what-expect-when-you-get-dumped-123862.html

We all run into these problems in our life, and survive it - I promise.

Chin up, and keep us posted.

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Do nothing and allow him to miss you.
When you told him to let you go, he was caught off guard no likely and probably crushed by your response. Your inability to know exactly what you want is what's keeping him away. If you really want to be with him, then give him some space.
He will start to miss you and then come back. Chasing him is the worst thing you can do, because he will just feel pressured and his decisions might not be made with a clear head and rational thinking.

You don't need a guy who plays with your emotions, so leave him alone, and save the heartache.