I am a teenager. My legal age I will not announce. But I need help regarding certain things...

For one, I suffer from depression. People tell me I am a whiny complainy brat and I for the most part believe them. I have the inner-most belief that I need to feel love to get this other with but I have dated several times and each time ends with me getting dumped, used or cheated on. Some friends tell me that I am nice and could get any woman I want. I don't believe them, they are just trying to make me feel better.

Also, It's kind of akward being a guy but I er... don't know how to masterbate... And I feel really bad when I try... Like I am the worstof the worst... A horrible person...

Also... I take out my anger and feelings on myself in a dangerous way. I have perfessional help but it doesn't really soothe me...

And now that you've read that... I am 13. Right...

Hi,
If you have professional help, and still having problems, I suggest you find another person or persons to help you.
Talking about things is the best way to begin recovery in changing ones' attitudes.
By professional help, do you mean one person? Have you considered a Group, free, to join?
Talking in groups about individual problems, trusting others, is really good. You find out you are not alone in how you feel! And, you find out what works to get you on a much better road to recovery.
Best of luck,
fredg