Been a bad man, drunk and pushed the wife, spent night in jail, I chose an order of protection against me for a year to get help with my problems instead of jail,
Will she ever come back now?

I should hope not. I hope you learned your lesson. You never put your hands on anyone.

Well not for a year or you break the order of protection.

I don't know what kind of a guy you are, this could have been a one time thing and it might never happen again but what ever kind you are I hope you see that there is no future in treating your wife bad. I don't know if she will come back to you again or not, I could not blame her if she didn't but some women have so much love for a guy that they let their emotions overrule their sense of reality. If she does decide to come back to you please treat her like the person that she is and if you ever have to same feeling that you did once to hurt her please walk away and let things cool down and then have a talk with her to se if things are worth saving. YOU ARE A MAN ACT LIKE ONE.