About three months ago I hurt extremely bad I don't want to say but it tore my heart shreds after that I be came suicidal I told couple of my friends who I trust and they became worried about me I thought I was nothing to them but then I found out how much they care about me but I still had decided to commit suicide but for some reason I didn't my friends told me that next day that committing suicide was a very selfish thing after talking for about 20min. I broke down in tears they told me about so much id be leaving behind and that everything was going to be fine this story has been a secret for while but now I feel better :) :)

Thank you for sharing with all of us. The first step towards healing is letting go of secrets. I'm glad that you decided to not hurt yourself and how wonderful that you have friends who love you and care for you so much. I hope you do see that life is too precious to throw away on someone who could not even see how amazing you are.

Why do you want to commit suicide,who or what hurt you so badly?