FairyWings
Jun 17, 2005, 09:56 AM
HI,
I am, but not strongly, precognitive and an empath, however; when it comes to anything about myself I am clueless! So, I am hoping that a stronger psychic can tell me something. I dated a guy for a year and a half starting when I was 16. I know everyone's says it's "puppy" love at that age, but we were really connected. We never ran out of things to talk about, laughed all the time, had SO much in common, never had the "going to break-up" fear most teen couples have. Our parents found out that we were "intimate" and forbid us to see each other. We would sneak and see each other as much as possible, that went on for about 6 months . But of course that never works and we ended the relationship. At that age we both felt it was impossible to stand up to our parents, since we were both raised in very, "YOU DO WHAT YOUR PARENTS SAY!!" households.
After awhile I started dating again, but whenever my "flame" ( I'll call "Rex" ) and I would run into each other in public, we could again talk and laugh and it was felt between us that even though we'd moved on, we would always care for each other. I married the man I had started dating, and "Rex" married about a year later. That was 17 years ago! After all this time, I still love "Rex". Of course I love my husband and am thankful for our children and we have a great life together, but all too often, I have dreams about "Rex" or just get him on my mind. Sometimes when I'm alone, I still cry because I miss him. I have never physically cheated on my husband, but I guess I always have emtionally. I know that's not fair to him because he is a good man, an incredible husband and father, and he doesn't deserve not to be the only man in my heart and mind. "Rex" and I only run into each other every couple years or so in town, so it's not like I see him constantly to keep the feelings going. I once asked him if he still thought about me and he said he did and that he has dreams of me sometimes .
So, I wonder if maybe we'll end up together years down the road if our spouses pass away or the marriges end? Like I said, I love my husband and believe it or not, I wouldn't leave him for "Rex", but I just wonder if there is more with him later? Why are we so connected? Why can't I stop feeling so strongly for "Rex" after all these years? How do I handle this? Any insight is very welcomed and appreciated. FW
I am, but not strongly, precognitive and an empath, however; when it comes to anything about myself I am clueless! So, I am hoping that a stronger psychic can tell me something. I dated a guy for a year and a half starting when I was 16. I know everyone's says it's "puppy" love at that age, but we were really connected. We never ran out of things to talk about, laughed all the time, had SO much in common, never had the "going to break-up" fear most teen couples have. Our parents found out that we were "intimate" and forbid us to see each other. We would sneak and see each other as much as possible, that went on for about 6 months . But of course that never works and we ended the relationship. At that age we both felt it was impossible to stand up to our parents, since we were both raised in very, "YOU DO WHAT YOUR PARENTS SAY!!" households.
After awhile I started dating again, but whenever my "flame" ( I'll call "Rex" ) and I would run into each other in public, we could again talk and laugh and it was felt between us that even though we'd moved on, we would always care for each other. I married the man I had started dating, and "Rex" married about a year later. That was 17 years ago! After all this time, I still love "Rex". Of course I love my husband and am thankful for our children and we have a great life together, but all too often, I have dreams about "Rex" or just get him on my mind. Sometimes when I'm alone, I still cry because I miss him. I have never physically cheated on my husband, but I guess I always have emtionally. I know that's not fair to him because he is a good man, an incredible husband and father, and he doesn't deserve not to be the only man in my heart and mind. "Rex" and I only run into each other every couple years or so in town, so it's not like I see him constantly to keep the feelings going. I once asked him if he still thought about me and he said he did and that he has dreams of me sometimes .
So, I wonder if maybe we'll end up together years down the road if our spouses pass away or the marriges end? Like I said, I love my husband and believe it or not, I wouldn't leave him for "Rex", but I just wonder if there is more with him later? Why are we so connected? Why can't I stop feeling so strongly for "Rex" after all these years? How do I handle this? Any insight is very welcomed and appreciated. FW